Being free from fear, anger, sadness, depression etc., doesn’t mean the absence of these things. If you try to be directly free of these conditions then you set yourself up to be a partial human being. Freedom means a direct realization of ones eternal nature that exists in spite of these transient aspects of life. Therefore, have your bags packed each day and be ready to die to every aspect of your ambition. Including spiritual ambition. If you keep waking up well then do your duty as it presents naturally, and be grateful if you get the early release program.